"I know and... and thanks." I'm too tired to argue. I'm tired and I hurt and I miss Cass so much right now I want to cry. But instead, I just turn my back to him, grit my teeth and try to hold onto the realization that he is literally the last link I have to Cass.
And I'm just tired of arguing with him, honestly. I still think he's a jerk and I know he's a murderer, but somewhere deep inside there's someone trying. I'm not so blind with my annoyance that I have't noticed a drop in his death rates.
I shiver a little when I feel his fingers on my skin, and I tell myself it's because it's cold and I'm tired and not because I just realized this is the closest, physically, I've been to anyone since I came here.
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Date: 2013-10-22 03:33 am (UTC)And I'm just tired of arguing with him, honestly. I still think he's a jerk and I know he's a murderer, but somewhere deep inside there's someone trying. I'm not so blind with my annoyance that I have't noticed a drop in his death rates.
I shiver a little when I feel his fingers on my skin, and I tell myself it's because it's cold and I'm tired and not because I just realized this is the closest, physically, I've been to anyone since I came here.